Damnation

Where do i begin to explain this mess
Everything i touch everything i see reminds me of you
and the walls begin to blur as your sweet scent fills my
lungs like your still in the air.
Forced smiles caress my face
sing into my ear cut out the hollow wailing within these
walls.
I am angry at the world For making me feel so betrayed my
heart begins to sink.
Bound to the ground my dearest shall lay until the end of
eternity.
This crushing feeling of emptyness unleashed upon me
i see this tragedy blinded by bloodshot eyes.
awaken me from this hell,
a lonely man i see hollow, broken clutching to the memories
its only getting worse as he cries himself to sleep
as the sheets absorb the tears
im counting the days until we meet again.