Cursed diamond

I lose myself
i forget myself
sometimes i fault myself
i might fight myself
but then i make amends
i freeze myself
rain on myself
ok, so i stone myself
and i might even find myself
but then again what happens if i do
so unzip my pride
open me up wide
so i can show this to you
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i want to shine for you
i want to sparkle too
just like a diamond cursed
well you know it don't get worse
you know that i'll save you time
your trouble now is mine
hold me baby
hold me girl
and i will laugh with you
if you want me to
roll me in your splendor
i'll envy your surrender
and show you victory
i hate myself
doesn't everybody hate themselves
i scare myself
then i tell myself it's all in my mind
so i let the poison go
'cause i always know
it will be there for me
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