Crawl

Waking up zeroed in on medicine
am i waking up at all today
seeing lights, feeling pain
there's my cure on ice
i can walk but i will crawl there
i will crawl there
sitting straight, feeling faint
an exhausted smile screens my words
but i will hear them
here's a phrase that we all know
but i can't make sense
i don't know words but i will hear them
i still hear them
never ran away for the sake of scars
tried not to move but she was armed
and shots were fired
now a hole in the head of this wounded liar
never had a drink that i didn't like
got a taste of you, threw up all night
i got more sick
with every sour second rate kiss
everything i never would miss again
i don't know who your boyfriend is