Could be i don't belong anywhere

To pause is to falter, to waiver’s to fail 
Adrift on the water with no wind in my sails 
But I harbour desires to stay, so when rescue approaches I wave them away 
 
Could be that I just don’t belong 
 
Without you I’d perish, alone I can’t win 
Without you I would probably do myself in 
But I hold on through thick and through thin, but no matter how much force I still don’t fit in 
 
Could be that I just don’t belong, could be that I just don’t belong 
 
Anyone who ever loved me could tell you that it’s like falling for a child 
Well, lo and behold, ha ha!
God loves a trier but it’s tiring aspiring for love 
It’s enough, it’s enough to cling to the things that to lose would be a sin and without you 
I’m nothing, I am nothing 
And it’s clear to see that I just don’t belong anywhere but here