Corrosive eclipse

Blind !
i am blind !
Darkness surrounds my eyes -
i feel a never known insecurity !
Panic-
what happened to me ?
yesterday i still could see !
stumbling around,
falling again,
bleeding wounds -
crashed onto the ground...
What is the cause,
what have i done?
can it be a sentence for my sins ?
not to endure,
i feel sick,
rathert being dead than to live
within corrosive eclipse !
Everlasting darkness -
my own hell became real !
First time that i pray to a god,
of that i know that doesn' t exist.
Darkness surrounds my eyes -
i feel a never known insecurity !
Panic-
what happened to me ?
yesterday i still could see !
stumbling around,
falling again,
bleeding wounds -
crashed onto the ground...
Not to endure,
i feel sick,
rathert being dead than to live
within corrosive eclipse !