Close to me

I've waited hours for this
i've made myself so sick
i wish i'd stayed asleep today
i never thought that this day would end
i never thought that tonight could ever be
this close to me
Just try to see in the dark
just try to make it work
to feel the fear before you're here
i make the shapes come much too close
i pull my eyes out
hold my breath
and wait until i shake
But if i had your faith
then i could make it safe and clean
if only i was sure
that my head on the door was a dream
I've waited hours for this
i've made myself so sick
i wish i'd stayed asleep today
i never thought that this day would end
i never thought that tonight could ever be
this close to me
But if i had your face
i could make it safe and clean
if only i was sure
that my hand in the door
was a dream