Cinder blocks and that you knots

Please take me back to the way things were before
I swear to God were causing
permanent damage or more
as I try to fight these urges inside
(we keep drinking until we can't recall)
But I can't stop
(your so sexy when you're out of control)
Cause I want you
(so give up and give in cause I know you want me
to take your breath away)
Lets get drunk and disguise
our wasted miserable lives
made better from lack of trust
and excess lust combined
when were together
Cause I burn every bridge I cross
and I'd feel better
jumping off
when you don't see the signs, that theres
no chance that
we can survive
This was over before it began, I can't
live like this when
you don't understand
that you're the queen of lust and
I stormed the castle but
it was empty and cold
and its decaying like our insides
I hope we fall asleep
for the last time tonight
I like you more when you're laid on the floor
passed out when I'm not
theres not a single good thought in my body
Have you ever been lonely enough to
think that this wasn't
only just luck
and won't we feel better when we
soak our skulls with
alcohol to forget about this night