Chameleon boy

I change my color for you.
i shed my coat with caution.
i lack the beauty you display.
see here they are the bruises.
some were self inflicted.
some showed up along the way.
so i nod my head, i'm ready for the world to see.
the secret i kept here inside, the man you thought i'd be.
I slip into coma calm.
the coma where i calm myself down.
here come excuses.
why i let you down.
(chorus)
stand by for another break down.
sound off the alarm.
is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldn't become?
chameleon boy...
So now we've come upon the hardest thing i've ever done.
it's telling you that i'm a mess.
what sort of mess i mean is self destructive gasoline...
the kind that strips you of your best.
while i play instead...
the way that most would end up dead.
you sleep alone at home and wish that i were in our bed.
with this i'm telling you my color changes back to blue...
how do i ask you this?
will you help me through?
(chorus) x2
I try to think of all the people i looked up to.
while growing up who would i be?
now the twisted part...where did all my idols end up?
they've all past away...
Past away...

(stand by...
it's the chameleon boy) x2