Castle in the sky

you're laying next to me
I look into your eyes
but everything I see
is what I never wanted
so I have to find
a way out of fear
I want you dead
you destroyed my life

I build not castles in the sky
I know you can't reach them
I don't believe that you can fly
and I'm not the one to teach you
I keep you deep inside my heart
you're the one that makes me sad
I can't stand it anymore
but you never see me cry

I cut you into pieces
your blood spread on the wall
I hope you rest in peace
now my work is done!