Can't live without you

Everyday more smoke and mirrors
I can't relate to you anymore
The empathy that was always there between us
Is going away
Life reveals pain inside the pleasure
We're all memories we're not moving forward
There's a shield that's always up between us
To take it away might be a mistake
Can't live with you or without you
How far is far enough
And if I love you do I see it through
Is it time to give it up
Can't live with you or can I live without you I don't know
I could chase butterflies and miracles
And everyday would open a new door
There's a fear the grass thet's always greener covered the blades
That cut you again