Camouflage

Hiding in back and never make a sound
if you don't speak your thoughts
they can't be turned around
you lead a targeted youth
would only talk to certain few
can't find the courage to leave your shell yet
torn apart and...
Camouflaged in the background and holding things deep
never showing your true self to the kids you meet
finding shade in imagination
one more day forgotten to the world
Finding short term courage in a flask
another wasted day you're never getting back