Call your girlfriend

Call your girlfriend
Its time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
Call your girlfriend
Call your girlfriend

You think that I don't give a fuck. I do
Told you I would always be the one. To come through
Don't believe everything you hear. It's not true
See, I was on my way down. Girl, I said I stay down
You know what I wanted. I was all on you
We always dreamed of starting over
If we had the money. We would go anywhere
I always told ya. I would find a way to get it
Promised I'd show ya
Going as far as possible. Could only make us closer
I got too many confessions
I tried to use my discretion. Instead I just left you guessing
With no one to answer these questions
You see, girl, I was just flexing. How could I not learn my lesson
Guess I gave up on regretting and got so lost in obsession
And I don't know. If I would do it again
And I don't know. I didn't want it to end
And I don't know. What the hell I should do
Just know everything I did, girl
I did it for you I wish that you could understand how we got here
The truth is
I probably never find the proper words to explain why the hell I do this
And you had no idea, clueless
But, now even more than you, I'm finding I'm tired of the excuses
A web of lies that I started weaving, I told so many even I started believing
I hope you're ready for the time when I give you my reasons
The truth that will make you question every fiber of my being
See, all the times we talked about running away
And I thought I had some so there would always be some in a safe
Had to keep it a secret. All according to plan
Had the bank account set up. For the moment we land
See, all the money, I thought baby, that we could just take
That's before they came and put me in back of the van
Now I'll never forget the pain I saw on your face
I'd explain it all if you just gave me the chance You understand that I had our tickets to Rio
Planned our escape on the D-Low
And we could be on the beach somewhere sunny, sipping sangria
We could be anybody. We'd just be some other people
With a mansion and everything that me and you ever dreamed of
And now it's gone
Girl, just know why I did it but it went wrong
And now I have to admit it. Sitting all alone, now
It's so hard to give up but, I only get one phone call
I just hope you pick up

But seriously
Call her up
And tell her
It's Timeflies Tuesday