Broken (how much for happy)

If I had any meaning in this ol big world
Can you tell a lost and lonely girl
If I was happy for a day I'd risk it all
That's why when I'm with I'm not afraid to fall

And if you left me, and if you leave me
At least I'd have a cherish all the memories

I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price

And you take advantage of a simple heartbreak
At least you had to love to know how to ache
But don't, hesitate to let your feelings be known
It's better to love and lose then just be alone

And if they left you, and if they leave you
At least you know in their heart they will always keep you

I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price

I'm feeling broken
Scattered pieces on the ground
I'm feeling desperate now
can abandoned souls be found

I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price