Breaking the habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(unless i try to start again)
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
[chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't knwo why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't knwo how i got this way
I know it's not allright
So i'm
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
[repeat chorus]
I'll paint it on the walls
'cause i'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't knwo why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be allright
So i'm breaking the habit
Tonight