Brand new me, same shitty you

Catch me. i'm a wreck who let my conscience down.
i bet the animals sleep well after they hunt.
Someone open up a fuc*** window.
something just fuc*** died in here.
it's been breathing fuc*** heavy for a long fuc*** time now
and it's lost its fuc*** will to survive.
oh no!
and what's so sick, so wrong that you don't want to believe
that such a massacre is capable of coming from me?
you're gonna lose your lunch. it's gonna blow your mind.
but hold it down. hold it down.
catch me if you can but don't fall for what you've found.
i bet the animals don't think of what they've done.
flip the fuc*** lever on the light switch.
turn that fuc*** fan all the way up.
i'm gonna get first fuc*** place for the worst fuc*** attitude and i don't give a f*** at all.
oh no!!
i don't feel so old. i'm smiling again.
if you don't feel sorrow, then i've already failed.
i don't feel so old. warm blood's pumping in.
you don't feel sorrow, but i'm already there, 'cos tonight i've taken nothing but insults.
tonight i'm gonna go for the middle.
tonight i've taken all of the insults.
tonight i'm gonna fire them back...
you ignore my resolve while my conscience clings to life.
but i stomped the heart out of it, hoping that it dies.