Brand new low

Over and over I keep wondering why,
But then I give up and see that look in your eye,
'cause if I took that fall I'd be to blame,
And if I hit the wall I'd still be the same.

Wasting your time with your so-called friends,
The ones you adore, and the ones you pretend,
And it's kind of sad... at the raves,
But it's not so bad that it can't be explained.

*Cuz in my mind, it's all a waste of time,
And there's no excuse at all..
Then I realize, surprised you were right all along*

CHORUS:

And I want to know...
[Have I gone too far?]
Have I sunk to a brand new low?

And I want to know...
[If I've gone too far?]
'cause I've lost all my self-control.. Guilty as charged, I've been convicted and tried,
Was it too much to ask for you to take my side?,
'cause there's nothing here to defend..
When it's always me that you blame in the end.

*Cuz in my mind, it's the perfect crime..
And there's no.. excuse at all..
Then I realize, surprised you were right all along*

CHORUS:

And I want to know...
[Have I gone too far?]
Have I sunk to a brand new low?

And I want to know...
[If I've gone too far?]
'cause I've lost all my self-control..

Nothing is what it seems.. to me..
We're sleeping without the dreams..
Without you, nothing defies me..
When I'm slipping away..
It's only you that can find me..
And I'm over my head, again, I'm fallin..
And I meant you well.. (?)

And I want to know..
Have I gone too far...?
And I want to know..
Have I gone too far...?
And I want to know..
If I've gone too far..
'cause I've lost all my self-control..
'cause I've lost all my self-control..
Now I've sunk to a brand new low.. Brand new low..
There's nothing I can do without you,
Brand new low..
There's nothing in here without you,
Brand new low..
I'm slipping away without you..
Have I sunk to a brand new.. low?