Boyscout without eyes

Turning in my sleep
searching for the dream
that will expose me
am i the one i seem
when i awake i realize
i am in alien disguise
like a boyscout without eyes
Nobody told me
"son, you're on your own"
now i'm bewildered
collectively alone
i try to give friends a helping hand
while i betray my own demands
an astaire who could not dance
an astaire who could not dance
I shout to gods
i pray for floods
to wash my pain away
i kneel, i crawl
get up and fall
i just can't find my way
like a boat without a bay
I shout to gods
i pray for floods
to wash my pain away
i kneel, i crawl
get up and fall
until i'm out of tries
like a boyscout without eyes
like a boyscout without eyes