Bother

Wish i was to dead to cry
the self-affliction phase
stones to throw in my creator
massacres to which i cater
You don't need to bother
i don't need to be
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on i won't let go ‘til it bleeds
Wish i was to dead to care
if you need i can at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest
i wish i had a reason
my flaws are open season
for this i gave up trying
one good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother
i don't need to be
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on i won't let go ‘til it bleeds
Wish i died instead of lived
the zombie hides my face
child forgotten with its memories
diaries left with cramped entries
You don't need to bother
i don't need to be
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on i won't let go ‘til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
i don't need to be
i'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on i'll never look down my deceits