Bloody november

You say I'm angry
Yeh, pretty much but be glad I'm not exploding one off
up in your gut's
cause I could, and if I could make an exit I would
I get a bad vibe ever since I moved back here
if you know me by now you know I'm far beyond the point
of no fear
and I don't give a f*** who can hear this anymore

I have tried and I've tried
till my dreams fell asleep at the wheel of some other
guy's ride
clean the knife
it's gonna be a bloody november

I'm so hung on all the different ways I blew it
but I don't need you to tell me just how much I should
have known all along
maybe that's why I wrote this fuc*** song
to tell you all I took a short walk off a long bridge
for the long haul with a sign
reading "looser went to Northridge Mall
I hope you all get ready to fall I have tried and I've tried
till my dreams fell asleep at the wheel of some other
guy's ride
clean the knife
it's gonna be a bloody november

And when December comes and all the blood dries up
the snow will cover the tracks
I'll never look back
I'll start a new

And I know there's something wrong
When I try and I'll try
till my dreams fall asleep at the wheel of someone
else's ride
clean the knife
It's gonna be a bloody November