Blood of a diary

Day starts to bleed from my pen everything
leaves not a voice not a choice, anything
light never felt your sick skin rest of on me
fails to include hardships felt constantly
Just maybe in heaven you'll hear me
if i could rip my throat out
Take impossible choices made masquerade
lies be the food feel the same, take the toll
This is all i have to give before i fail you
what else did you want to take from me
Take from me, never had a chance to say what i
take from me, never had a chance to say
Blood of a diary
blood of a diary
have you heard your loved ones say you fail me
(all my loved ones, they all fail me)