Big mountains

Thinking about the future,
seeing the big mountains meanwhile I write this note,
and I don´t know,
if I will come back,
I don´t care,
I stay by myself,
with my dark and shine side.

Feeling sad in my greatest happiness,
cause the totel calm makes me fell afraid.

I´m in a smoke balloon,
watching my brain T.V.,
trying to understand the sense of my life,
trying to make a way with a sense in my life,
trying to make a way, a way that I like,
cause I´m being watching my brain T.V.
Is too dificult to think clear here,
cause I´m being watching my brain T.V. all the time.