Because 7 ate 9

I can't
seem to crawl away
I'm lost and so ashamed
careless but so afraid
my life is fading
every days another test
of fighting my addictions
placing myself in situations
will it ever go away?
situations
will it ever go away?
I used to never dream but now
I have nightmares
will you save me from this darkness?
keep me surrounded
I hear you calling me
I need to feel you
to end my agony and wash it all away
let me feel you
reaching for me
I need to be
I need to be surrounded by you
will it ever go away?
situations
will it ever go away?
situations
I used to never dream but now
I only have night mares
will you save me from this darkness
keep me surrounded
nightmares
nightmares
nightmares...