Back door

I am shrouded in darkness
i crouched in wasted years
i lingered, i can't get trough
dazzled between far and near
like the elegies relate to days beyond recall
i lingered in many memories
And again i stumbled through the back door
seeing you , a misty shadow
i feel my repression
i can't go on
and again i am falling backwards
tomorrow i will be here again
a silent mute of a black desire
tomorrow i will be here again
tomorrow i'l be here again
be here again
be here again
I am tired of tears and laughter
or what may come hereafter
i am weary of days and hours
desires, dreams and powers
although it makes me weep
it is you
i wanna keep
i wanna keep