At least i tried

How come first love always last a life time
eight years ago
first time that i saw you
ever since then i had my yearly thought
of how shy of me to never come
and tell you that...
Many days that i remember
sitting by the phone,
crying and afraid to call you,
knowing you're at home
we're both alone and i can't help it
how about i just wait one more monday...
It's a rainy day outside
and it's colder on this bus
i just saw you across the street, waiting
next stop i'm getting off
to relive my 80's drama flick
you are gone
tommorrow i'll call in sick
Many days that i remember
sitting by the phone,
crying and afraid to call you,
knowing you're at home
we're both alone and i can't help it
how about i just wait one more monday...
I got a message you have someone
happy all the time
no room for me this time around
let's get on with our lives
i can go on from now
and know that deep inside,
at least i tried.