As we are

I think it's about time I tidied up in here
I haven't seen my floor in over a year
Can't open my door thanks to my fear, I've held back

And I don't know what part of my heart goes where
It's way too complicated, too hard to bear
Why put myself through all this stress?
I care way too much

And you know, oh, you know
Just how to be
When I return all the love you ever gave to me

I think I've come to the end of my tether with you
I didn't ever think these words would come through
There's not much else that you could, that I could take

But you know, yes, you know
Just how to be
When I refuse all the love you ever gave to me

I think it's a shame we're as we are
Did you for one minute think it would be this hard?
Wait, it's not, at least not for you