As it stands

Everything I have in mind
It begins to fade away
I searched for it and I longed for it
And now I know it's gone
Everything has slipped away
And I'm so overwhelmed
Everything that rests upon my shoulders fell
I would like to tell anyone who has depended on me for themselves,
I'm sorry
And everyone I've held in my arms
I believed I've pushed away
I would be there if I could be there
But as it stands, I'm gone
Everyone has slipped away
Don't be overwhelmed
Everyone that loved me more than I could tell,
I'm sorry
There's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves
Everyone has slipped away
Everyone has slipped away
Everyone has slipped away
Everything has slipped away