Apology

sweat drips in my eyes…screams of lust we cry
tonight you are everything to me…you’re everything…
you’re everything to me no more
as I wake from this perfect dream
I’ll escape from Eden’s walls…
can I not stay and live this lie?
go away and I’ll think only of myself

and to think that you would not be scared
or surprised if I’d severed all these ties
…this is the end…

I’ll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you

I feel so numb to see this bitter
end of beautiful illusions…would this be the same?
broken pieces will not mend to save our past now…go away…

I’ll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you

now we must let go…urgency overwhelms me as
I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again…

I’ll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
one last false apology
help me get over you