Another hell

A nervous breakdown is just what I need.
Self destruction is all I can see.
Self improvement is right for me.
Fuc*** thoughts in my head screaming let us be.
You have no clue what is right for me.
You'll never see what my eyes have fuc*** seen.
Smashing walls and breaking plates.
I dont fuc*** care what people think or say.
I died out loud in my room today.
I don't fuc*** care what people think or say.
I'm feeling dizzy writing these words down.
Nobody catch me, I'm gonna hit the ground.
I'm feeling dizzy writing these words dowm.
Somebody catch me, I'm gonna hit the ground.
I'm not afraid to enter another hell.
Take me from this one, take me right fuc*** now.
The cracks in the window are so fuc*** pretty.
I can't fuc*** stand it, that day was so fuc*** shitty