All that and vans too

It was so quiet I could hear your tabacco burn
Yet ever after all of this time, I'll still never learn
I look down at the stoop where we would sit
and the sidewalk stains where you would spit
That night was just too dark, I couldn't see
I searched in the darkness, but would you search for me?
I felt around for you, my face was warm and flushed
I didn't think that good things needed to be rushed

I feel you laughing at me, say good-bye and allow me to drown
I'm swirling around the life of a clown
The prince of this town, so where is my crown?
So where is my crown?

So now I'll never go outside again
It seems to me your test was my plan
Do you remember where it went?
I do, all alone, just me and you
We didn't have a lot to say those days
Now it's too late, that time has gone away
What a shame, too bad they had to end
Couldn't we just sit and share a smoke again? I feel you laughing at me, say good-bye and allow me to drown
I'm swirling around the life of a clown
The prince of this town, so where is my crown?
So where is my crown?

I feel you laughing at me, say good-bye and allow me to drown
I'm swirling around the life of a clown
The prince of this town, so where is my crown?
So where is my crown?