All faith is lost

As the dawn emerges i cry in grief
sorrows flow,
the sadness of another day tortures my heart
Life fades. echoes, voices calling
within my mind. shadows. i cry
My senses deteriorated
i break down devoid of hope
all faith is lost. why live?
I beg for mercy, i plead, tell me
why? why me?
why must i be one of the chosen?
Forgive me for my inquisition
please answer, i offer my condition
my eyes are closed, i call to the darkness
allowing the gloom to swallow me
i relax
Gripping my soul as i'm extracted from reality
the umbra chills me
i levitate, staring at my inanimate corpse
drifting towards the eternal bliss
beckoned by beings superior
colossal roar of silence deafens me
I disburden myself
where am i bound?
My trappist ways are forgotten
as peralsized souls cry out for me
impassive, i atrive for the light
my true self finally manifests
i am found