Again

Who do you think you are?
On what is your answer based?
Be careful, cause everything can change.
In a matter of seconds
All of your recollections
Might become all that you've got left.

It feels like fear,
Like someone slapped me in the face
And then punched me in the stomach
My security erased.
It's like alone
When one's habitual impulse
Has no subject
No object
Just a wrist without a pulse.
And I wanna do it all again.

Dumbstruck and disenchanted
I won't take anything for granted.
That was the worst mistake I made. I made
Harmless remarks. For example these:
"Wet behind the ears" and "Weak at the knees".
Well they all never seem that harsh.
A simple call for concern.
But now it hurts so much,
It's the hardest way to learn.
It's the hardest way to learn. Promise whatever happens
You won't take your ambition
And put it all into his mouth, no.
There's some days
I can't get out of bed cause
When I'm awake I'm reminded
Of what it's like without you.

But every other second passes
And I'm expected to be some paragon of strength.
Well let's hope I make it through this week.

It feels like fear,
Like someone slapped me in the face
And then punched me in the stomach
My security erased.
It's like alone
When one's habitual impulse
Has no subject
No object
Just a wrist without a pulse.
And I wanna do it all again.
And I wanna do it all again.
And I'm gonna do it all again.
Again, again, again...