Accident prone

Whats the furthest place from here?
It hasnt been my day for a couple years
Whats a couple more?
And if i go
Dont forget the one good thing

I almost did
I learned your name without words
I used my eyes, not my hands

Whats the closest you can come to an almost total wreck
And still walk away all limbs intact?
And when i go
Youll be there crying out

Begging me
I wont hear
Ill just go fast into this night on broken legs
A near miss or a close call?

I keep a room at the hospital
I scratch my accidents into the wall
I couldnt wait to breathe your breath
I cut in line
I bled to death
I got to you, there was nothing left

Whats the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love
And still smile to your new found friends?
In the same confusing breath
You push away and draw me in

I wont hear
Ill just go fast into this night on broken legs
A near miss or a close call?

I keep a room at the hospital
I scratch my accidents into the wall
I couldnt wait to breathe your breath
I cut in line
I bled to death
I got to you, there was nothing left (3x)