Abandoned

Ref: i can't find my path in life, it seems like, it's not right colliding without a crash, this anticlimax is sad. deceptive, it's viscous, don't give a shit about this, caught drinking i've stopped thinking now i'm really really sinking, i've got one chance to break this, bad cycle can't let this slip, f*** this shit/don't need it/an explanation here it is!(+ref)this despair, it won't sell, my temper tantrums can't help, not equipped and this shit'll slip unless i quickly quickly get a grip, i've reached a fork in the road, some good advice or i'll explode, i need it/i'm serious/if you don't believe me listen to this (+ref) i'm an enemy of decency. honesty and sanity, seem to have completely, abandoned me. this lifetime's guarantee's expired, my first class ideas inquired… i am, so alone. who said that cruelty, would end up, in misery agony, anxiety a first degree atrocity. this stalling! this sprawling! this crawling! i'm fa-alling, swa-a-a-allowing. another aspirin! +ref