Abandon in place

I will never forget what it is that you did to me,
and i will never understand why
you insist upon inflicting pain and agony on me, forever everlasting.
There's no way out, i'll never break free
i will never forgive and forget how you abandoned me.
All my fuc*** life i've keep my head held high,
respected myself through thick or thin,
never asked anybody for anything.
i just want to live with peace and dignity
but you insist on trying to bring me down.
Where were you when i needed you,
you were never around.
i put my faith in you and you let me down.