A thousand apologies

SO AFRAID!
Thoughts come my way,
LOSE IT ALL!
But it was nothing anyway,
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE!
But I know I'll be saved, In time you will see,
SO MOVE ON!
God said he'd help me through,

And you're all very proud,
When there's nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me.

Have I ever asked for more?

BETRAYED!
My plans award me,
IT'S NEVER UP TO ME!
I know that I'll break,
HOW FAR KID?!
Cos from here it looks like a long way down, I can't climb back up,
LIKE ITS SO CLOSE!
That's keeping me from you,

And you're all very proud,

When there's nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me. Have I ever asked for more?
Was I that insecure?

Can't you stick out your fears, can't you push them out some more, yeah
Stick out your fears, can't you push them out some more, yeah

I know it's all in there but I can't see
I CAN'T SEE THAT FAR!!
Woo! Yeah!

Those who made up time, now what's it gonna be?
Something, something's wrong, something's wrong, something's very WRONG!
Please can I have more time?

If I see you again,
I'll laugh right in your face