A letter for the one i love

It's funny how i'm never noticed
isn't it just
i feel unwanted, unfeeling and alone
but it's not enough for you
you wouldn't notice unless i was gone
Somtimes i don't want to hear your problems
i just want you to ask for mine
sometimes i find it hard to know how i feel
i don't want everything
but something would be nice

Craving the feeling of hunger
the emptiness that seams to fill the void
it's not your fault
i guess it's mine
i feel your problems
you don't want mine

I don't blame you for anything
what's in me, is in me
what's your's is mine, hey
that's what you told me
You're the one i depend on
the one i need
but right now i feel you're not there
i feel you don't care
But i understand
i'm not perfect
no one is
it's ok to be unhappy
but why is it always me
I blame myself for who i am
i blame you for letting me know you care
please let me know you're there for me
if i need you
your presence could be enough
enough to save me
maybe
I sometimes don't look at you
don't talk to you
pretend you're not there
because i think you're not looking at me
talking to me
realising that i'm there
Sometimes i want to go
just to have the chance to be free
free of this pain
free of this sadness
that's there
but i don't know why