3 month curse

We've fuc*** been through this before
Last time I told you I won't argue anymore
And now you are headed out that door
I'm realizing I don't like you anymore
And that's alright I'm just losing my mind

Well let's just get the record straight
I had a thing for you long before our first date
Then I convinced you that I'd changed
But it's ending up the same And it's myself that I hate
And that's alright I'm just losing my mind

You're making plans for tomorrow
I don't think we'll make it through today

I don't think that things could be much worse
When will I be able to break this 3 month curse
Guess I should think of others first
Just stay away from me if you don't want to get hurt
And that's alright I'm just losing my mind

You're making plans for tomorrow
I don't think we'll make it through today