13th disciple

Deep inside my heart, there's a little voice that guides me

The vengeance burns inside me, and it's longing to break free

I need to show now how I feel, the nightmare made me much too real

I hate you, didn't used to, but you've turned me inside out, I'm left to drown

On my flesh you're my cross burn

Now I'm crucified under someone else's cross

You were the only messiah for me, and I was your thirteenth disciple

I loved you, embraced you, but you let me down

I've envied your strength, this Judas will wear your crown

Time to count the scars, and the little that you taught me

No longer you control me, now the time has come to practice what I preach

I need you now, less than ever before

Forevermore, I've grown so strong

I tell you, you can call me Judas if you will

I will be alright, just let me catch my breath

You were the only messiah for me, and I was your thirteenth disciple

I loved you, embraced you, but you let me down

I've envied your strength, this Judas will wear your crown

I give my life for one more melody, I'm in your dreams for all to see

And in the end meek shall inherit the earth

You'll have your vanity, losing your sanity

They defied thee, crown me their kings and defy me

Thirteenth disciple became in the heart,

the modern day deities now left in the dark

And when I'm around, you don't talk so loud

And when I'm around, you don't walk so proud anymore

Now you see the tables turn

You're the undone king, and I'm phoenix rising

You were the only messiah for me, and I was your thirteenth disciple

I loved you, embraced you, but you let me down

I've envied your strength, this Judas will wear your crown